She brings out a side of me I did not know existed.. Never before has anyone had such an affect on me. I lose count of how many times someone has mentioned how such short shrift I give people. And how aggressively short my temper is. She has a way of taking that all away. I feel calm, invincible perhaps. When she is gone, I find myself weak. But when she is here.. I am stronger than ever.

I have spent so long dreaming of recent events. So many restless nights, thinking about her, about us. At long last, I dream no more. She is there, when I wake. She is there when I return. She is there when I need her.

He is asleep in the other room, I found myself unable to rest....

Fortune seems to be smiling on me of late. That is something that I am not accustomed to.

Not only was I taken from the lake at a crucial moment and my life saved in the bargain, but I was also forgiven by Haldrid for my unwitting cruelty toward his unspoken thoughts. There, I thought, it would have ended, but I was wrong once again.

I have now made peace with myself...and I also said goodbye to my father.. His memory will always lives though.. But it was important for me to close this chapter in Eregion to finally be able to go on with my life..My friend Linrond have been my company on my journey back to Bree and a great support to me.. Linrond that I have a hard time to relate too, that I cannot be to close too.. Is very complicated..He found me and he wanted to help me back home...

One thing that astonished me was people saying 'I have no time.' At the beginning, I found that this was a strange thing to say, seeing how much everyone is doing in no time. I almost had the feeling the day was much longer than in Celondim, because people in Bree-land are doing so much more in one day's time. They hurry and have no time to talk - well, except for some guards who love to stop and have a chat.