(( *some dried tears seem to have splattered the page on some spots* ))
Today something horrible happened, though I'm not exacly sure what.
When I arrived at the Auburn halls, one of the guards stopped me, when I introduced myself he let me pass but warned me that mother was inside with some strange woman. As I did not want to interrupt them I decided to stay outside.
After a while I got worried about what might be taking them so long, so I went in to see if mother was allright.
When I got in the hall was completely empty, so I went upstairs to find mother and Blince argueing.
I knew there was something wrong with her, that smile on her face, that happyness she had, it allmost seemed unnatural.
But there was no trace of the woman that should have been inside, but she never left the building either, so where had she gone? When I asked them what was going on mother turned to me with that strange cheer still on her face, she told me Lucren would be healed, that he would be safe now, and she started dancing down the stairs, me and Blince followed her.
'Strange' I thought, 'I didn't know he was sick'
I grabbed her by the shoulder, turned her around to face me and asked where my little brother was now, ''He's with Nalokha now, she'll raise him, he'll be safe now.'' she answered full of cheer.
I couldn't believe my ears, she had given my little brothe away to that which, that Nalokha!
By then my father arrived at the halls, I didn't want to hear any more of it and went back to my quarters, there I sat for hours, crying untill I finaly fell asleep.
