Goldgel

Well, there's quite a few mixed feelings here tonight, it seems.

Violet met Cousin Ammy for the first time. And it. Was. Amazing. Violet was incredibly well behaved, especially as she was held by Cousin Ammy... Man, those two are going to get along great. I really don't think there's going to be anything wrong with that.

And earlier, I went to get Violet from Rick's house...

I suppose this would be a good time to write about recent things... Sitting in a half-empty Prancing Pony, my daughter at Dad's estate for right now... I've got so much weighing on my mind right now and I need to get it out of my head and... I don't know, in here or talk about them with someone, and Dad's not available to talk right now, so I guess this is the next best thing.

The letter which Rickstan read detailed some horrible truth's in which Rickstan was left to impart to all his loved ones. How could he live with the shame and bare the responsibility of having to face those loved ones and tell them. He couldn't even believe the words, but it was certainly his brothers hand. How could Gythleth have done this?

So...

Here I am... a new mother...

My baby came into the world today... A daughter.

Yes. Today I welcomed my daughter, Violet, to the world... with Dad, Dal, Rick, and Zuilyun right there with me. I don't think I'd have been able to do it without them... They're... they're my family. I don't think I would have let my family miss it as it is.

My baby is so beautiful... though she looks like her father...

She's better off without him.

There's been so much that's happened lately. I don't even know where to start with all of it.

Well... Guess I'll go with the most recent, first.