#character development

Dear diary, Men are foolish, but so are Women. I cannot say that I've lived wisely, these past few days, I drank myself into a stupor. When Freawine was at my Mother-in-law's. Though, I suppose there are worse times, to drink oneself to oblivion. I thought that my period of mourning would now be over. I thought, that I was able to keep all the pain at bay. Evidently, I was wrong. June is here... June is when He was born. The man that I gave my heart and soul to.

(OOC - Having been in the Bree-lands for a month or so, Angrinc has seen and learnt much that is new to him.  In particular, he has come to know hobbits and their ways, and the scholar in him has demanded that he set down his observations and feelings for posterity.  As he comes to meet more of the peoples of Middle-earth, he may well continue to chronicle his perceptions of each….)

As I find myself ever drawn to the Western lands of this Middle-earth, I have, for the first time in my life, met the strange people called hobbits.

Aellwenn sat by her front window as was her custom when deep in thought, happiness. What is happiness? And did she deserve it after all this time? The aristocrat in her wanted to step on the so-called 'peasants' in Bree-town. People were annoying her more than usual of late. But then what would that accomplish? Nothing wholesome or praiseworthy. No, it would only reinforce the ideas of her that were already present.