Things just keep getting messier and messier... I don't even try to get into things anymore but rather the opposite, and despite this I keep getting deeper and deeper into this madness.
Crowlay, a man of the Sunset Knights who I had spoken to a few times appears to be dead. How or why I do not know as I only arrived to see his dead body. But... The bloodshed of this town. It's sickening, and I can't get out of it.
After I had seen this I just ended up sitting outside the inn, caught up in thought, trying my best to ignore everything around me. But the fact that Zaeh and Cyfier were stood across the yard, occasionally looking my way soon put me out of the ignorance and rather caused me to focus on them. That feeling when you know someone is speaking about you was creeping through me all that time. Until Zaeh eventually came up to me, asking to speak to me about a business proposal.
It turns out that Cyfier wants me to join their house and had asked Zaeh to speak to me about it. The proposal was though, to be completely frank, a bit of a failure. Zaeh could barely answer my questions and eventually settled with arranging for me to meet with Cyfier. The only information I recieved was that I would be an asset to their house, and that there were benefits for me as well. The asset to them would be to keep some sort of an elven spokesperson, the benefit to me would be to gain their protection. But why would I need their protection when I had already been promised the very same, making the agreement with Cyfier to make sure he could meet Naurlith?
This proposal confuses me, and making my mind up does it even more. My only true reason to join would be if Áre choose to do so, and I have a feeling he would not wish to do so. But hopefully I am to speak to Cyfier tomorrow, hopefully I will get this matter more clearly explained to me.
But the question is... Should I remain who I came here to be, acting only for the protection of those i love, or is it time for me to step in and actually involve for other reasons?
Ithilwien
