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Simple Scribbles #3 - Confusing feelings



I don't know what's wrong with me... He was mad, and he walked away... Why did I get so... Sad? Why did I do what I did? Why did I throw my crutches across the yard? Why did I yell at Mr. Dryn? I've never yelled at him before... Why did I... Why did I cry? I don't cry, I don't yell like I did, I don't throw things around... He's been not as cold recently, but last night he was... He didn't say anything to me, and hardly to Ms. Brandi, he only really spoke to Mr. Dryn.

I don't understand why I did that... Yeah, sure, he's pretty much my Dad, and he's been by my side for five years, maybe more than that... I've been mad before, I've been sad before, but this was different... I was almost sadder than I was angry at him, and I especially don't cry in front of people like I did with Mr. Dryn!

Ugh, whatever... I don't know what to do... I don't know when he'll be back or even if he'll be back... Ms. Brandi said he just needs to think, but that's what all the others said too... I want to leave, I'm so tired of all this drama between everyone.