Dear diary, part V

I don't know what to do with myself lately.... I'm heartbroken, confused, sad, angry and everything else you can think of in this situation...

I left Bree, and I don't know if I should go back. I'm afraid what people might say if they saw me...

Another man gone, another relationship ended. They might think I'm a..... bah, can't even say it out loud.

I just don't know what to do...