My love,
This letter is one of the most heartbreaking things I've had to write. Not only for you, but for me as well.
As you may have noticed, I have left. I am not coming back for some time. I need to clear my mind, too much has happened these past few days.
I met with Faustino a few days ago, while you were gone. We talked for a long time, and during that conversation, Faustino told me that he still loved me and couldn't get me out of his head or heart. After a few moments of thinking, I realized I still felt the same for him. I asked him if he wanted me back, he said yes.
We then parted ways, and he left me quite crushed, because I didn't know what to do. Should I go back to Faustino, or not?
A few days later we met again. We had a long conversation again, but he told me he didn't want our relationship back, because of his way of living. He wanted me to stay safe. Ofcourse that's quite a noble thing to say, but it hurt me pretty badly. I told him I could handle myself pretty well, but he didn't want to hear it.
All of this started me thinking about our relationship, our marriage. Yes, I love you, but I think we got married too soon.
I guess what I'm saying, is that I'm letting you go. You deserve a woman with a free heart, who has no feelings for another man.
As stated in the beginning of this letter, this breaks my heart as much as it will probably break yours.
I am truly sorry my love.... I can't be with you anymore...
I wish you all the best.
Love,
Lori
