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Draw, Breathe, Release



The snow had turned to slush, streaked with blood and ash. Bodies lay scattered across the clearing—Orcs, men, and beasts twisted by shadow. The battle was over, but its echoes clung to the air like a wound that refused to close.

Elgaraen stepped carefully among the fallen, her boots crunching through broken ice and shattered steel. She knelt beside an Orc captain, marked by the jagged insignia carved into his armor. His eyes stared blankly at the sky. She reached out and closed them, her fingers trembling beneath her stained glove. The gesture felt hollow—ritual without comfort.

Behind her, Argadane approached, his cloak dragging through the mire. He carried no sword now—just a leather satchel for gathering what remained: maps, tokens, scraps of parchment. Clues. But his eyes weren’t on the dead. They were on his daughter.

He crouched beside her, placing a steadying hand on her shoulder. His touch was firm, but not forceful—like a man who had learned long ago that strength wasn’t in how tightly you held someone, but in how gently you let them stand.

“Check their belts,” he said quietly. “Sometimes they carry orders. Or names.”

She nodded, swallowing hard. The weight of the moment pressed between them—not just the aftermath of battle, but the quiet recognition that she was no longer the child he once carried through the woods of Evendim. She was becoming something else. Something forged in fire and frost.

He saw her hesitation—the flicker of doubt, the ache behind her eyes. He didn’t push. Instead, he knelt beside her, his knees sinking into the slush. “You held your ground,” Argadane said. She shook her head, strands of black hair falling in front of her face. “Barely. I dropped my blade twice. I think I killed one with it. Maybe two. It felt like chaos, Ada.”

He reached for her hands, rough and cold from the fight. She looked up, startled by the tenderness in his gaze. “And with your bow?” he asked. “Five. Maybe six. I stopped counting after the third.” Her voice cracked.

Argadane nodded slowly. “Then remember this: survival isn’t about glory. It’s about knowing who you are when everything falls apart. You’re not a swordswoman—not yet. But your arrows speak with precision. That’s your strength.”

She glanced at her old bow, hastily slung on her shoulders. “It felt wrong. Like betrayal. Killing from a distance.”  “No,” he said. “It’s clarity. The sword is noise. The bow is choice.”

Elgaraen nodded, her eyes drifting toward the horizon. The battle had changed her—not into a warrior, but into something sharper. More aware. But awareness came with a cost. They continued to search the dead together in silence, gathering anything that might be of interest.

She paused beside a body half-buried in snow—theOrc she had shot through the throat. Her first. “I remember his eyes,” she said quietly. “He saw me. Just before I loosed the arrow. He knew.”

Argadane didn’t speak. He let the silence hold. But inside, something shifted. He remembered his own first kill—how the blood had soaked into his boots, how the face had haunted his dreams for years. He had buried that memory deep, but now it stirred.

“I thought I’d feel proud,” Elgaraen continued. “But I just felt... hollow. Like something had shifted inside me.” “That’s the truth of it,” Argadane said. “The first kill doesn’t make you stronger. It makes you honest. You learn what you can live with—and what you can’t.”

She nodded slowly. “To survive is to know your strengths.”

“And your weaknesses,” Argadane added. “The dead teach both.

He stood, but lingered. Watching her. He saw the storm behind her grey eyes—the guilt, the fear, the quiet hunger to understand what she was becoming. And in that moment, he wasn’t just her mentor. He was a man reckoning with the cost of shaping his daughter into a survivor.