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Gest of the Seafarers



Gest of the Seafarers

 

“Now the Elendili dwelt mostly in the western regions of Númenor; but Ar-Gimilzôr commanded all he could discover to be of this party to remove from the west and dwell in the east of the land; and there they were watched. And the chief dwelling of the Faithful in the later days was thus nigh to the harbour of Rómenna; thence many set sail to Middle-Earth… and the ships of Eressëa came never again out of the sunset, and the havens of Andúnië were forlorn.”-Akallabêth

 

“Andúnië, that now forlorn

And vainly looks to west

Ungraced by voices silver-fair

And songs from isle blessed. 

 

Andúnië, the silence,

That weaves past empty homes,

Andúnië, Andúnië, 

Where once the starlight shone.

Now sea-birds call to speechless shore

And fades thy starry foam.”

 

So cried Nimruphêr and her gaze

To mountain tall now turned

Neglected long but steadfast still

By fickle men now spurned. 

Before Meneltarma’s awesome height,

Her grief and anger burned. 

 

And those that by the woman stood, 

They stepped back in dismay

Before the light that in her eyes

Kindled cold and grey. 

 

“Am I not a child of wave and shore, 

To be so counted a sneaking spy, 

And crawl to Arandor, 

There beneath scornful eyes,

To live enclosed as rock on rock ,

Pile on in lies on lies, 

Whiter whiter, deathly pall.”

 

“Nay! Not to Rómenna I’ll go, 

To watch these sand-kneed men

Turn to malice this my home

This gold-misted land given…” 

No words further came, 

As she knelt as stricken

Looking toward Andúnië. 

 

A hand upon her shoulder came

As her companions joined, 

To weep as died the even light

For port that once enjoyed

The ships that came from West of west

Flying before the wind, 

And brought the scent of Immortal land, 

Strange and wild brimmed. 

 

Now only the scrubbed remains 

Of solemn salt and stone.  

But memory stirs, and they rise

To chase the salt-wind’s moan. 

And flee the shores of Númenor

To desolate fare alone.

 

And as the stars the heavens lit

With their enduring flames

From noble land though withered now

With hearts that knew no shame,

She turned her prow and sailed then

Into the spume untamed. 

 

Back were drawn the exiled eyes, 

Hoping to see some home-dear vision

Of gilded shore, to loss-ripened

Remember in thought unshriven. 

 

But there the yawning dark abyss, 

Of tombs of Númenor, 

They proud and white sought to defy

The march of death with cunning lore.

 

Then lay deserted shore, 

As barren desolate shadow-land, 

The stars above did not light

The dark and stretching strand

Memorial of rejected days.

 

And shrunk back shore, from remote height

Of towering mountain tall

That faded in the smothering mist

Taken from straining sight.  

 

Then from Andúnië they sped, 

Turning round to east, 

Farewell they bid to sunset west

And sails in wind unleashed.

As the terns watched and the gulls mocked

These land-despairing mariners

That dared the wild sea,

The lonely men unharboured

Caught between sky and sea. 

 

But then the clouds encircle round

And into darkness further slips 

Beneath that ponderous pressing fog

The small and tossing ship.

In the wind that somehow seems

More stifling than the calm. 

Darkness settles on the beams.

 

None could see from stern to bow, 

Though lanterns feeble tried,

Through the thickening gloom to glow

But nothing could the shroud of fog

Its devouring Unlight pierce.

 

To her crew she “Onward” called,

Yet in her heart she feared

The pursuing dreadful dark

That now behind them stirred.

 

In Númenor, the sea-breeze 

Could (for a moment) penetrate 

And waken that aching desire

Sheer and numinous to wait

In expectation of escape. 

 

In cracks beneath but creeping on 

She remembered that dread darkness 

Choking black hate-tendrils

Behind remembered sterile blankness

Of opulent sepulchres

And gilded corpses lifeless.

 

Here no relief from pressing clouds

No freshness in the wind 

Encompassed fully by the dark

No escape from world dimmed 

Lost and blind and lone.

 

Long they wandered, and knew not when

Day fell to indistinguishable night,

Or turned again to day.

More perilous seemed their plight

As they hopeless strained to hear

Hoping yet dreading a foe to fight. 

 

Behind them, they could hear, 

in the impenetrable dark a murmur, 

A splash in the sea.

And feel ‘neath their feet a tremor, 

As under them in dark sea fathoms, 

Something circled ever nearer. 

 

Some spoke soft of days before

When under bough of evergreen, 

They sped the quieted seas and calm

On paths alight with silken sheen.

 

In voices whispering they sang,

Fearful to wake the nubilous gloom,

Yet trembling lest they voiceless fall

And fade to silent doom. 

 

Still sun-destitute they sailed on,

And wondered through what strange waters

They passed pursued by mist-cloaked 

And unseen dangers.

 

But lo! a cry from stifled ship

As beneath them scales grind

Against the timbers of Númenor,

And round the hull begin to wind, 

Up the sides for mast reaching,

Coiling coiling, round them bind, 

The horrid body of a circling wyrm, 

For weapons they rush, in darkness blind. 

To save their strangling ship.

 

Yet in relief she nearly laughed

For Nimruphêr could not but feel

Her heart awake to have at last

A reprieve from the waiting dark. 

A foe to pierce with steel.

 

As they lash out in darkness blind,

Creaked the planks and rocked the ship

Fore and aft, fore and aft, 

Against its hide their useless swords,

They swing with all their might amassed

But clang as though they struck but stone.

Though all their strength against it cast.

 

From flickering light of swinging torch, 

They see reflected glinting fire, 

On scales sinister that twist

Their own shadows in its ire. 

 

Then she called to failing men

“A little longer firm!”

But inky still did churn the sea

And rumbled still the wyrm. 

 

She drew her sword and felt with point

The snaking spiraling beast 

And felt encrusted in its scales

The remnants of its feasts. 

 

But she followed those hideous bands, 

The serpent’s throttling noose,

To an eye that starred in hate

Fiendish red its hues. 

 

One moment frozen to the deck

With fear-bound feet,

One moment hands immobile, 

Of their strength forfeit. 

 

Then felt she by her side approach, 

Bold Thavron of the crew, 

She wrested forth her strength and struck

Together their blades true. 

 

Its bleeding eye it shut and screamed, 

As spilled the blood on planks of deck

Red-hot burning still,

Now stood the men again erect

And rallied forth their swords.

 

“For Valinor’s Lords in the Undying West,

And Nimloth that flowers fair, 

The far-sailing star that bears the flame,

And the vast night-seas fares.”

 

Together they cried and together struck,

That wriggling new-blinded beast,

And back into the deep it slid, 

Its twisting hate unceased,

For surface-skimmers that flying come,

But nothing know of realms below

Where neither light of star nor moon, 

Can pierce the hidden hollows

Deep where no living man can go. 

 

So it repaired to its secret halls 

But the ship at last released

 And sped in some kindly wind,

Onward to the East.

 

Long they stared on weary watch, 

Vainly in the darkness deep, 

Till creeps upon them one by one

A covering of sleep,

As though the founts of Lorien

Spilled into the deeps. 

 

Into dark-deadened minds then came,

Dappled visions of sun-tossed tide, 

Toward Pelargir’s haven, 

Their ship did onward glide. 

 

Some they heard the gulls there call,

And some they saw the waves

By city fair that leapt and crashed 

In steadfast harbour brave.

 

White the flying spray, 

White the clouds that soar

And white the gulls that hither wing

Above the waves that play.

 

Then each awoke and blinking stood, 

Bewildered in the starlight bright, 

Behind them slunk the clouds that now

Seemed but a dream-mist in the night. 

 

On over the waves they skimmed, 

Each heart lighter with the memory 

Of dream that lingered sweet,

And strengthened arms that steadily

Now rowed for harbour guessed 

But distant in mind’s reverie. 

 

And the salt-savoured waves, 

More jubilant grew

And in the sweep of rushing wind, 

A wild pipe-song blew.

 

They knew not then what dwellers strange,

In pearly moonlit spray, 

Concealed from their straining gaze 

Sang in waves of silver-grey.

 

For empty seemed the gleaming stretch, 

As Eastward glimmered heralding clouds,

Spilling forth their stores of gold, 

As the sun her light endowed

On the vast bewildering seas,

On the ship that sailed free.

 

Then from port and stern they saw, 

They trespassed in some ancient way

The sea-paths of wave-dwellers strange

That now tarried at their play.

 

Some were silver as the sea

Some its deepest green

And some they shimmered light and free

As mooncast luminosity.

 

Heedless they were of tossing ship

But lined the East and West

The mighty waves in merry game

To and fro did crest. 

 

Some from west their harps did raise,

And played of hidden things.

And rushed the waves from east to west

Toward the tuneful strings.

 

From the east their song they sang

As fair as birds at rise of sun

The flutes that sounded warbling

And eastward waves did run. 

 

And tossed from Eastern flutes 

To Western harpers’ songs 

The ship she feared would break apart

Upon the waves so strong.

 

Then of that merry company

One paused a moment her game,

All of silver was her garb

Of pearl was her hair. 

 

To crashing waves she called a name,

A pathway in the sea there came

And at her call the billows fell

Their wild heights now tamed. 

 

Then broke they free and flew before

The wind that filled their sails white, 

And rode the billows proud and tall

In the spray that gleamed bright. 

 

And silver song then echoed sweet

As they onward flew 

Seeking hoped for harbour fair

Through the singing blue.