Where, oh, where would I begin with this journal? Hell, it's been such a long time since I have written in it at all! Things both bad and good had been happening and it had been all in some sort of blur more or less.
I suppose I shall start with the good things first. I had taken upon Kristophor's advice a while back about telling Neremnes the entire truth about me. To my relief, she had accepted me. Ever since the day that I have met her, I had always been thankful that she had been part of my life. Just looking at her makes me feel better. She helped me a lot more than she would have ever imagined perhaps.
Another thing was that several days ago, perhaps a week or something, I have seen Aallan, fully alive. Though I would have to admit that I had sort of punched him on the arm since I had thought that the whole thing about him being dead was somewhat true. He told me of the events of what happened to that jerk of his "father." Wouldn't call Richard his father as that man stooped so low.
With the good things happening now... Well, good-ish, I could say, I feel more light at heart. I've the people around me to thank for being there. Neremnes, Kristophor, Aallan, Bryn and Conrob and Cesistya... Even... Amrun...
Speaking of Amrun, I suppose I should say the bad or uncomfortable things that had happened. I haven't seen him in quite some time or that Arbiter man. It made me worry deeply. Amrun had been a good friend of the family, a close friend. It makes me worried to this very day. I needed to continue on trying to find him.
Aallan is another matter. He had some sort of trial thing to see if he could live life freely or something, it would seem. Though when I saw him, I saw this man in armor actually had hit him even though Aallan already had much on his plate. I wanted to get back at that armored man for hurting him. However, Kristophor and Steven had done their best to stop me and I saw that Bryn and Conrob was there as well. Steven later on told me where Aallan had stayed and whatnot for now.
Another matter...was Neremnes. Now... She didn't do anything wrong. I'm not mad or upset at her. I doubt that I could ever be. It was just of who she was talking to about lessons on being a healer, if I'm not mistaken. It was none other than that Raven man. It was the same man that had told me of my disownment the hard way. Hah... The last few times that we had spoken was... I wouldn't know how to describe it. Not friendly but not with hate as I had given my congratulations to him and his spouse and then before.... those days when that man named Hawk gave him and his family trouble. I was in full alert due to it, not helping but to feel uncomfortable with Neremnes wanting to take lessons from him.
I'd have to tell her sooner or later though. I don't want any secrets to come between us, at least from my part. And... Well, I owe her a date as well. Time with her always make me feel better.
Other things had happened to where I won't go into it. I'm getting rather tired and so I'll stop with the journal here. I'm going to hope that everything will be well sooner or later.
