I left Bree today.
I have a lot of thinking to do, and a lot to get off of my chest. I figured the best way to do that, was to go off on a trip by myself. I've just now reached The Forsaken Inn, and it's pretty scary. Ealbrand is supposed to catch up and meet me soon, with our horses. No one knows I have left except for my brother, Aren, Morrinth, and, Eordion. I left Eordion a letter at the Inn, but I ran into the other two as I was leaving. Aren saw me off from the gate, and he looked so sad, I felt absolutely horrible.
At first I held a very severe disdain for Morrinth, but she had really started to grow on me. Which, I find, is funny. I had only tried to be friendly with her to please Ildrand but even after that fizzed out, I still think she's a pretty okay person.
I wonder what that noise was? I didn't see anyone else down here.
I haven't been away very long, but I've done a lot of thinking while I've been gone. I really wish I had never left Eordion for Corrben. I don't know what I was thinking, I must have been swept up in the moment. I don't love him, I don't think I ever did. Perhaps I was just scared of being with someone, and it might last for a long time. Corrben and I were always on-and-off, so I think I was just a little bit afraid. This might be one of my biggest mistakes, I've realized.
There goes that noise again! I hope Ealbrand arrives soon.
things eaten today: one slice of bread, two strips of venison.
