I can't say that I am too upset over Ildrand choosing his work over me. His excuses were stupid, and silly, to end things. I do not want someone who acts so childishly about things like that. I do not trust him, and I never trusted him, and I am rather relieved to see him go!
Ealbrand went off on a short trip somewhere, and should be returning home soon, I hope. I don't really have a whole lot I want to write, at the moment. I've been spending most of my time stuck up in my house, which probably isn't healthy for me. I did spend some time with Gorlen, hoping he'd make me feel better. It was nice to talk to a friend who actually showed concern for me.
Ildrand never acted very concerned for my well-being, and I can't say that I am surprised. The rumors that I have been hearing about him are not that great, really. Corrben seemed to full of himself, and he either wanted to go back home to jump in my bed, or e had to go to work, or he was talking angrily about foreigners. He didn't seem to understand that I was also a foreigner. It feels as if Eordion was really the only one who cared at all, and seemed worried for me, excluding my brothers and Gorlen.
I've been thinking lately that I might just.. disappear. As if anyone would notice, anyway.
