I had to go out for paint ingredients again today.
It was a quiet, sunny morning. It's been a day since I sort've kicked Corrben out. Not just out of my house, but out of my life, too. I suppose he really doesn't deserve it, it's not entirely his fault. I don't understand how you can forget your feelings for someone in a singe day, but I suppose that after everything I have put him through, it's understandable. I've still not told Ealbrand yet, I am waiting a little while before I do.
I got a lot of yarrow roots today. I've set up a table in the corner of my room just for my paints and paintings, so I'll stop getting splotches all over the table that I eat on. I left the stuff there and went over to the Pony instead. Ildrand spoke to me, and talked about framing the picture I gave him! It was only a sketch, but he seemed to really be happy, and wanted to pay me for the drawing. I denied, of course. I don't usually take payments for drawings, just paintings. Our conversation soon grew very short, I suppose we were both nervous or didn't really know what to say. I didn't really feel like prolonging the awkwardness, so I went and sat with Einbjorn.
He let me take off his bear head, which I was really surprised by. He told me previously that he never takes it off. I put it on, but it's too bad and slipped down my face. He joked about making me my own, but I am not sure if he is serious. It would be funny, though. Imagine me, walking around in a green and white dress, all dressed up and pretty, and then.. BEAR HEAD! I could definitely pull it off. I forgot a few errands and had to run and go do them before the market stalls closed up and went home. He stopped by afterwards to look around. He looked like a big bear exploring my house, which was pretty funny.
I bet that would make a funny drawing.
