I am not sure what I am to do. Corrben seemed to be flaunting that girl in my face, though he says he wasn't. I know I hurt him with my letters, and telling him that I no longer cared. And I will not lie, even to pages that only I'll read. But I do miss him, and I miss him a lot. But he's not right for me, and I really do not think that I am right for him! I saw him in the Pony with that girl and I was with Eordion. I suppose he wasn't really trying to rub it in that he had found someone better than me, but I don't know. I was just playing with Eordion, joking around. He came out and started acting all jealous about it, and he made a snide remark and Eordion buying my dress, and other things. As if a man can buy me? I have enough things, and I am able to get what I want with my own coin, I do not need a man for that.
Ealbrand bought me my new dress and shoulder wrap, and he was very clear about it to Corrben, who kept acting like Eordion had bought me. He is the one who was flaunting off his new catch! I never showed off Eordion before Corrben caught us today in the hallway, and that wasn't even on purpose, it was a completely accident. I almost thought he would call me his little rabbit, like Corrben did when he chased me around. That is strictly Corrben's nickname for me, I don't wish for anyone else to use it. Sometimes I wonder if I love him. I don't think so, not always, anyway. I love the him that I met, but I don't love the current him. I don't think I'll be able to wear this red dress anymore, not after what he said.
My brother finally met Eordion. It went much better than Ealbrand and Corrben's first meeting, by far. He didn't try to swing at Eordion's jaw, which is a first for the men in my romantic life that my brother has met. And my brother is going to come to the tavern opening! I think I'll be a lot more comfortable there with him. I'm actually pretty excited for it now, I'll have to pick out a nice dress to wear.
