So this is what it feels like. This is the emotion I have been yet to feel for so long. This is what it's like, to have someone to love, care for and never let go. This is the very feeling I have shunned so many times, convincing myself it was worthless and without meaning. Now I see. It is amazing. A perfect, valuable dream that you are a part of for eternity. O, how perfect it is, the way she shines when I see her, how she makes me smile, constantly. How when I see her, my heart glows and its hers, it always will be.
Had I never of met her, then I would be as I was.. shunning such emotions and thoughts. It pleases me so much to know she feels the same.. If she did not, then I would wait; forever. I would give the world to see you, be with you.. talk to you, but I need not. I love her.
Mithanor.. if you ever read this, I will always be here for you. No matter what happens. The perfection, amazingly happy glow there is when you are around, with me or near me. The emptiness I feel when you are gone, how little I am without you. I will never cease to love you. I'm yours.. and always will be.
I am weary, and I must rest; so I cease my entry here, for now.
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