Thoughts on life/Journal - A rough start

The new beginning was not as easy as i thought it would be. i got into this company called the bloody dawn, but after only a week or two of knowing them some things went wrong. the person who was in charge of the company left it, and suddenly there was no one there for me to talk to, once again i was alone, and wandering in the shadows of middle earth. What i will do now, i do not know for sure, but i cant keep on being all alone, it always get me in to some kind of trouble. i need to find a decent company, people i can trust. but where to look...