I have not seen any of my kinsmen for nearly a year now.
The more time I spend alone the more my past becomes my friend.
I had thought of my husband this day.
His death had brought ruin to my life.
I curse myself for it was my fault.
Such a foolish youth I was.
Allowing him to be so wreckless.
To pursue our daughter after she had been taken.
Why did I allow him to go alone?
Midhriell you fool!
Alas, he rests in peace while I remain in this confounded world nearly rotting!

