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Those Who Don't Deserve It



((Again, from Awarth's POV.))

I have talked to someone today by the man named Dal'Darac. We had talked of the "demon" residing in Ashnell here, which is me. I told him that that there is to be known about me. I was, in fact, surprised of his reactions and thoughts. It was hell of what we had to go through because of our enemies. Anyways, seeing that he was a good listener and did not think poorly, there was something that he had told me. I told him that he was a good man and that he wouldn't deserve it if the same thing happened to him. What surprised me was that he had said that I did not deserve it as well. And by me, I meant Ash here. If only this Dal'Darac knew of Ashnell's past, I doubt that he would still say the same. I would forever be with Ash but.... How I often wonder what it is it like to have a body of my own rather to use the same body with Ashnell. I wonder how he would react if he knew my thinking....