Study and training

The chandeliers in the ceiling was giving a peaceful light to the big room in the kinship house. The heat from the fire had under the night keept her warm. Not that she had could sleep anything but she had been laying there, faceing the wall with the blanket Marrick gave her. She had heard that people had come nd go under the night and early morning but she tried to pretend she was sleeping. As the sun slowly get the light inside and hit the back of her head she pushed her self up to sit by the fire. She change the bandage on her arm that under the night it had bleeding though and was colored her cloth red. The area around the wound was red and the wound was wide open. She stead at it for a moment before she just put some new bandage over it to stop it for bleeding though her cloths again. She may be needed to take better care of it, need to clean it and some herbs. But her bag's was gone so is her horse. Little Vanilla, she rub her face to wipe the tears away. She will be fine she thinks for hel self. She force her self up and walk to make some coffee. All night she had heard Fiontanns word ringing in her head. The remorse in her chest mad it hard to breath. This was not was she wanted. The only thing Se had now was the membership in the kinship, but why shell she be here when no one wants her here. The angar that have been thrown at her this few days made her wanna give up. But when she stud at that cliff there was something stopping her. She look around her in that big room. How am I gonna make this work, how is they gonna trust me again. The water is now boling and she make some coffee then sever her self with a big cup. She then take a book from the table. And started to read as a start of her study.