Disappointment

The snow was feeling like small knives to her face as she ride through the woods, fast as her horse could run. She saw small houses and animal life as she just let the horse take her wherever he decided to stop. Suddenly he stopped by a lake, she dismounted and took of all the bags of his back then she let him walk free. There she was, somewhere in the woods with just some of er stuff in her hand. She looked down at her self, all her cloth was full of traces of blood. She closed her eye's hard and just stood there. Had she done the right thing? Or was Sigfread right? No she did not wanted them to find him or him to hurt them. She open her eye's again, the water was calm and the wind was just light blowing in the trees. After she made a fire she dropped all of her cloth and took a swing to get rid of all the blood. While she was out in the water she could see her horse walk and eat in peace. She smiles as she just tried to enjoy the moment just right there. After a long swim she place one of her cloaks on to the ground near the fire and put an other over her body. As she lay there and steering in to the fire she see his face in that fire and she start to cry again. She start to think about what he told her that day she put the dagger in to his body. He did not blame here, he still loved her but wishes her to found a new man that she could love and trust. Could she really do that? How could it end this bad? She turn away from the fire and fall a sleep. 
 She woke up early to the singing from birds around her. She could no help it but she lay there and smiling. She now know that way she did was the right thing to for her self. Even if it cost her the membership in her kin. Just hope the kin does not get any problems for what I did. The sun is start warming up to the air even if there is not summer heat outdoors. She wait till the sun is high up in the sky before she pack her bags on to her horse and take off again. Shire is her next stop, she need food and new clothes. She sets off in full speed, no time to waste.