I must say I feel as if my life is an abyss full of nothingness.
The days are silent and I hear word from no one.
Not even my Father.
Though, that is no surprise.
Knowing him he's off with some lass far younger than him.
He sickens me.
Using my Mother and then caring nothing for her death.
I cannot believe, I had ever desired to meet him.
I want to leave town.
But for what reason?
Fleeing would only be cowardly.
These are my thoughts.
Their owner is more insecure than anyone could ever imagine.
