I lost it... I am broken...
The woman I called a dear and close sister, Mablyn, has hung herself today.
I was shocked... Never had I seen Garton cry and cling to me before... I don't even want to think about what would happen to her children... May the gods and goddesses watch over them...
I made home and broke down. I locked myself in my bedroom and wept... I wept long after I had no more tears. This grief, sorrow and rage that I kept bottled up for years. My siblings being killed slowly, one by one. One of the boys I called a son being brutally murdered by the wretched creature called the Ripper...
I stand here, helpless as the world crumbles and falls apart around me.
She never told anyone, never said something was wrong... Morri trusted her to be there when her father wasn't, and now that Mab is gone...
I have been drinking more, I shouldn't... I need to be the best father I can be for Ikrimah... I am changing the way I operate and think and act. I will be a changed man...
