Here I am, with you my trusty journal. Surrounded by that of the rose garden, weird that I find comfort in a pile of papers bound together by a leather cover. I have always seen myself as a wolf, free and untamed. Yet what is a wolf without it's pack? I have decided to return to that of my pack which is the bloody dawn, yet I wonder if a wolf that once abandoned it's pack can truly be a part of it again. I will have to regain my status as I have so many a times before, being under someone's orders suffocates me somehow perhaps I have lost faith in other, I do not know. What I do know however is that Hyrien wants me to follow orders, something she must understand is that it breaks me. Perhaps it is time for her to know my past, all of it. I will ponder over these thoughts of mine but for now I have written enough and it is too fair a day to be wasted on words.
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A wolf's journal #1: The wolf
Submitted by Gallrandil on February 11th, 2014
