Dear Diary
Been an week and few more days since i return from Khazad Dum. At least some pepole seems to be glad im well and back one thing for sure better not say Moria or it could upset the dwarwes. Been pretty quiet since i return to Bree that day it was almost empty heard Combe getting more visitors. There been gossips theres massive war going on in Angmar better stay away for a while. I plan being both in Khazad Dum and Eriador might be hard and to ride around. Wonder if something new will happen or event so i keep stay in Eriador for a little while then i go back to continue in Khazad Dum. Me Walfir and Strugo plan have our own job controlling a small village sounds good and huge. Still things are pretty quiet lower pepole around dark times are really close now just hope nothing bad will happen here. Had a talk with Chief he sounds...Insane i told him why i wont accept to sign up for the war cant belive we doing this. We will end up DEAD like the others in Angmar theres no way im going to death. My biggest fear Death not many seem to have it but i do even if i have travel around Eriador and face..many foe i still afraid to be part of the war. They start recruit but will it even be good letting the kin sign in for the war? We should defend our place instead risk they all die out there. Dont know what to do i just hope something good happen now......THE WORST THING Chief said is about that ancient dagger i hold will be a curse to me. He say i will kill my sister from Mirkwood is he insane??! Theres no way i do that to my family even if the ancient ones had a dark past...I need to stay calm and good gotta plan what to do when i pass through Khazad Dum getting used to that name. Well not much else to tell just that things dont seems pretty good right now.

