Dear diary
Today i went pretty pissed off on the night in Lord and Lady inn. A elf a dwarf and a man buyed many strong ale got drunk and was jumping on table dancing awful on floor and caused a brutal brawl. I got really angry that moment but they all leaved and fighted outside. If Olfair and Strugo woudnt go out and stop it would be much better rather let those drunks die. Still i went out told them to go in but they did not and so they later went in with the blasted man. But afther a long argument everyone leaved had my silence for now. Not often i lose my temper like this let pepole dying i remember that day when i came to west. A caravan with families and guards who got brutally killed by goblins and orces i just watched and ran to safety.
But thats not all before that me and Eofear had a brawl with the Red Roses assassins. Eofear wounded a man of them and he fighted him i won twenty silver for it but i supose the red roses are enemy now. I think now if i avoided what would happen then? Bree and the west is going to hell i really need to get to moria before this all turn me insane. Days like this i feel diffrent i feel like im of hunger want blood and death to pepole. I can just feel it im getting sick gotta find a place for myself to avoid this.
One day when my remaining bussniess is done im going right to moria and forget all this chaos.
Also thinking about a new nickname but that have to wait.

