The Shadows The Shades Achazia Abergar Eovina Lithia Bullborn Kosei

The Shades Journeys: A new day. Week 30

Today I have decided to go to Bree again.. To long I have been in my house in Arwick and thinking about what once was..
I can't live for the past anymore, memories is good indeed.. But maybe I should go out more, create more memories. There will come a time when I get old, and then I could sit down and look back at all the memories, and walk into a chamber full of them, and choose what I wanna recall.
But not now... I am still young and I want to see if there is more life can offer me.

What a night!!!! I have no words.. It was amazing!!! So many of my friends came..And so many others came too. Everyone because of our event and the music.. What a lovely audience...There can't excist such fine audience that was present earlier this evening...Is impossible..Very rare....

I am soooo happy now..Think I want to cry... I can't really sleep! The laughter, clapping, the sound of the music still ringing in my head... Ahhh I can't wait to wake up tomorrow.. Talk to my friends again!!!

Monday... This week started the same way as every week. The first thing I do in the morning is to write in my diary or play a little song. But this day I couldn't really help writing down does words I always have feared writing down, each day a hope fading away. Is about my father...I have realize he most likely don't exist on this world anymore. I am soon turning 36 years old and all my life I have been looking for him. Looking for the man I remember when I was just 8 years old.