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Lessons



When I was young, I feared no thing

The world was mine to claim

I danced through winter, summer, fall

And well knew my own name

 

When I grew up, I wandered far

The woods and streams I loved

With rock and root beneath my feet

With sun and moon above

 

When I first loved another’s touch

And felt the ache of need

I knew no other thought but want

My lust became my greed

 

When I betrayed my father’s way

And I would bleed within

My only thought was my own hurt

I learned not from my sin

 

When I would dance too close to Death

I hid not from his sight

I dared and cursed and begged him then

To take and hold me tight

 

When I could not escape the grief

The brutal inner war

I sat and wept and gave it up

And took my name once more

 

When I forgave myself at last

And sought hope in a friend

It melted like a mist at morn

And too soon did it end

 

When I returned to what I knew

The haven of the wild

My heart was safely hidden there

No more the wandering child

 

When I ask now, what should I do

And who am I to be

The only voice I will regard

Is mine, my own, and me

 

When I am old, and still alone

Within the twilight wood

I pray that I can say I tried

To be, to do, some good