Oh my diary..its been so long since I've been writing in you, I think it was when I used to work for a sellsword company..anyhow..I've been keeping hopes up..even as rumours came about attacks..and deaths..I did not want to belive the rumours, I did not but I were beginning to give up hope..
So tonight when I stood and prepared myself a meal, a knock on my door..I said to whoever it was there to come inside adn they did, I did not pay much attention at first but the one that came in walked over and..wrapped his arms around me and kissed me in my neck..I froze as the person did..I thought he would take advantage of me.. I told the person I'd do anything as long as I was not harmed.. then the voice, a voice I know so well yet I was to afraid to look but I turned around after a few moments and there he was..the one and only man I will love..Iarvenuil...oh how I've missed him.. he have come back to me, he said he missed me to and that..he did not plan to be caught up so long in his home land as he had been..
I started to cry as soon as I saw who it was, cry into his shoulder as I hugged him, he hugged me back, reassuring me he was back and would not leave me..and I could not help but to tease him a little bit..its been so long since I've seen him adn well..I was younger then..he did like what I've become and he told me he had a surprise
Knowing me he knew I would be impatient about the surprise but after a while..he..he got on his knee and took out a wooden box with a ring inside it..I was stunned and became mute for a while when he asked me to marry him.. I did not hesitate at all and answered with a shaky voice..and my answer were yes of course.
I cant live without him..Now as I write he lies next to me in the bed..I cant help but staring at him, hearing his breath, feeling him next to me makes me shiver with joy..even to know I'll become his wife makes me smile and still cry when I look at him..I hope I can live up to what he needs as a wife..I know I can..and I know he wont put any pressure on me..I cant belive it still..I cant take my eyes off him nor the ring..
I need to sleep now for he promised me to take me out for something nice tomorrow..and I must be honest diary..I want to be at his side again..
