I wonder how other people would feel in my position... If they'd be sad, scared, nervous.
Seaver recently returned with bad news, he's currently staying with me and Skelcar. His love was murdered in cold blood, I promised Seaver I'd help and Skelcar is now involved too. But, now I regret it, one of the men who is thought to have killed her is a friend of mine and drinking buddy.
Owen is like an uncle to me, I can run to him and talk to him about my deepest troubles. I was so upset once he aloud me to stay in his office, he's a good teacher too my training was coming along well until he disappeared... I feel so torn currently I just want to cry.
Seaver's plan was to kill the two main suspects off. I want Seaver to have his revenge but I don't want Owen dead. Skelly tells me not to let it get to me but how can I not? It's so hard.
I wish Skelly was here right now, I just want to be by him all the time. Perhaps I'm becoming too clingy, maybe it gets on his nerves. Maybe I just don't want to lose him like Seaver lost his love. It's times like these that remind us how short life can really be.
