Diary,
Where do I begin? I guess when I arrived at the Dawn Hall yesterday, Basaran had large portion of the company in a meeting, he'd decided to make us clean up the hall after some acrobats painted it Pink. Apparently it was revenge against Skalforn for ruining their lawn, so he was tasked with cleaning the roof.
We all headed outside and got to work painting the hall white again, while Skalforn climbed up to the roof. Tal and Eroforth certainly enjoyed themselves, painting one another white, and putting pictures up the walls.
Eventually Skal fell from the roof, and came out covered in soapy water, much to our amusement. Not long after that Bas called it a day, and people slowly stopped working. I wanted to finish the patch I was on so kept going. Tal came over and offered me a job, traveling to Michel Delving to get a contract from a hobbit. Doesn't seem difficult and I like the idea of being out of Bree for a time.
Afterwards, we were all sitting round talking, when a Fal ran up to Tal with Basaran's Sigil, telling her that she's the captain and should make all the men dance. It took a while, but eventually they got dancing, Skal showing Bas how to do it. It was quite amusing but I left after that, wanting to get the paint off.
I spotted Ana down by the water under a willow tree, and I went to see her. She looked like she'd been crying so I joined her in an attempt to cheer her up. We talked a while, and I managed to make her smile. Then she kissed me again... I didn't know how to react, she's witty, kind, clever... but then I remembered Fennarr, he'd want me to faithful wouldn't he. I don't know what he would want. Happiness or to be faithful to his memory? I still love him and I still think of him everyday, but he's gone... I don't know, I'm still uncertain. But she convinced me somewhat.
I'll test the waters... I am worried about what Fennarr might think, but I can't stop myself from being happy? I don't know I can't decide. I guess I'll just go with it right? I have told her not to push too far, I don't want to go into this like a charging boar. This is all new and a little exciting... but I'm scared as well.
