I am up to my ears in stress as of late. I am so worried that father is going to find out Ive been practicing another trade behind his back. I don't want him to know that I don't like being a jeweler as much as he does, I feel like it would seriously really hurt his feelings. I just find the craft a complete bore.
I want to heal people, and help where I can. I know it's weird, and you get all bloody and you're literally holding a life in your hand, but it's what I would much rather be doing with my time!
Not to mention, Sidwell is driving me crazy. He kissed me, randomly and in the middle of the tavern the other day! But any other time he is distant and mostly silent. I can't tell if he is just messing with my feelings or if it actually means something. Oh well, I'll figure out something, I suppose.
