So..been a while since I last wrote in my diary no so I think I should write a few lines here
The last days I have been out with some of the girls in the Wanderers, Rothrian, Yorva, Anriett and Sarriya, doing things for the order is all I can say that we did, while being out we encounterd lights in Barandalf..and for a moment I heard my mothers voice before I had to defend me from a confused Yorva, that was the first time and I hope the only time that I have to hit a friend..I saw how she came at me with her sword, in the corner of my eye I saw how Rothrian, Sarriya and Anriett ran off into the distance, affected by the lights as Yorva was, I managed to get Yorva to understand where she was after a short fight after which we set out to find Rothrian by the high Kings crossing, arguing with someone there that seemd not to belive her but we found each other again and went on doing what we were supposed to do, and that night I met Rickstan as well, I've met hima few times around in the Inn of the Prancing Pony, a decent man I think that was on a trip with his wife Cedwyn and he smiled and told me that he would become a father.
It was after talking to Rickstan or just Rick that I started to think about my own fiancé, were is he? Is he still alive? I do not know since no words have come from him in a while so I pressume that he is not alive, sad but perhaps better since I do not think I have time for anything else..
