Document taken from Chaney Oakleaf’s Diaries
Early Morning-
He has taken me hunting again………………oh how I have laughed thinking about it all, although I didn’t at the time. After all I have been through, what I know, the things I can do with steel, and yet I cannot even nock an arrow and hit a bloody pig first time…………………………………….
Yet here I am writing about how useless I am with a bow. To think it took me ten, aye ten arrows to kill a boar over in the Brandy Hills the other day. I swear if I hadn’t known him that well, or if I didn’t love him so much, I would have hit him round the back of the head with it…………………..
Later that evening we had guests, yes I just wrote we, as in Fiontann and myself. I think he looks upon me now as part of his life, part of his home, part of his company…………………………
Anyway guests, yes we had guests over for dinner last evening. Deredan and Neyaa two wonderful people whom Fion has known for such a very long time. Oh how awkward I felt at first, I didn’t know where to put my face, how to speak to them, or anything. I do so hope I didn’t disappoint my love, or for that matter his friends………………………
Later Evening-
I almost forgot, I can’t believe I haven’t written this down. Neyaa is such a beautiful woman. If I never find my own mother again, or if something bad has happened I would want this woman to be…………….well…………..I would ask her to…………anyway she is just wonderful. Such a caring person. She listened to me pour my heart out last evening to her…………….
She could have easily walked away from me when I told her about my past, about how I had nearly taken Fion’s life by mistake the other week. She didn’t though. She listened and she comforted me…………………..
I had totally broken down whilst telling her, I almost felt like my mother was holding me in her arms again. That’s how she made me feel. She is like a mother figure to me. Of course I will not tell her this, I won’t tell anyone this. They won’t read my diaries anyway. These are for me to look back on over the years after all, and no one else………………
She knows I love Fiontann, I poured my heart out to her regarding that as well. I just hope that big daft caveman comes back from his journey east so I can tell him just how much I do love him………………….
I will visit Neyaa whilst he is away with his company and friends. She owns horses and I just adore horses. My lovely Bertnar, I can see him now stood with Hedinn as I write this…………….
I will stop writing now, I’ve written enough for one day. Besides as I look over at the bed now and I can see him lying there dozing. He’s such a handsome man, the man I love. My Fiontann……………………………………
