Hello laddie. I do not know why I have opened you today, I just thought it was a long time since last we talked.. and by that I meant I ranted on paper about what I was thinking, while you just took it like the whore you are... Yet you take no coin for this.. A charitable whore perhaps?
I wonder, who would I be if I was not me? If I did not lust women, if I did not lead the Dawn, if I were not a sellsword. I do not know. Would I be me if not for me? If I am me, am I me because I am me, or because you are you? No.. I am me, because I am me, and you have nothing to do with it.. My sanity is insane in itself... I have wronged women, I continue to wrong them.. I have told I am sorry to Neyaa, she deserved as much. She really is a fine lass.. Should I apologize to everyone who I have ever wronged? I suppose not.. why should I? I have never killed a man who did not deserve it, nor have I punished someone who did not have it coming.. The women I have hurt.. I did warn them, I always warn them. Am I at fault for them not following my advice? No, it is not my fault they decide to fall for the man I am. I am not sorry for cutting of Rossethor's fingers, nor do I ask any gods for forgiving when I take the head of a criminal. I do feel sorry for Neyaa when I hurt her.. Excess in all matters is the undoing of man, I fear it is my lack of restraint that will lead to my dead some day... Bah.. that is long in the future, I am me, because I am me.. They have nothing to do with it...
I am rambling lad.. I will leave you now, I have given you something to chew on for next time. You are a really good listener, has anyone ever told you that?
