The Shadows The Shades Achazia Abergar Eovina Lithia Bullborn Kosei Lustwyn

The market went very well. I can now manage to keep myself alive for the next upcoming months...
I do not belong amongst the poor, as I have a decent fortune. Rose Pinegrove and her farm has always cared for my wellbeing and it will always follow me, even if I no longer will be attached to the farm.
But when you are at my age, you do not longer feel the need to live with others help. You do want to care for yourself...
This is extremely important for my self-conscience since I am alone and have Welin to care for too.

This week I have chosen to be some days away from Langdell. I have to visit the markets in Combe. I heard there will be traders arriving from Southern lands. They will pass through Combe with their Caravans with their wares. Hopefully I find fabrics and threads, with a good price and good quality. I have a lot of orders, and my focus is to make armour and finer clothes with good quality at low cost, this to care for the best income possible. Besides I will go to Combe for other reasons as well. I will visit my family, or rather Drimmeth's family.

Bright daylight, consumed by the storm.
Waves arise to the wall of stones.
Grey, cold rain, runs through my hair.
I am not safe, unless I'm miles away

I cannot face the eyes that haunt me..
That burns me deep inside..
I cannot fall into the twilight
Then I will fail, once again..
Once again.
Once again

There has been awhile since I have written in my diary.

It has not been much that has happened the latest days, except that I have received an order from the Major's wife in Bree-Town, she wanted me to create her a dress.
A big honour of course, as it is my first order from the high-class circle. It's a painstaking work indeed, but I need the dress to be perfect, it may affect my future orders and renome as a Seamstress.

Another event is done. It was amazing, I am so proud of my members in Shades and is probably the most beautiful and complex event we ever have done..I am really happy about it.. And I am so pleased so many took their time to come all the way to Langdell. To our beautiful neighboorhood..I didn't expect so many this time, as our neighboorhood is far away from public places.. But it turned out lovely..And I am so happy... The guests were so beautiful and polite..Lovely thoughts to them all...