... and here im, at last arrived to place as many says "evil and shadow will never enter" ... Imladris, the secret place where we all can find peace and rest, leave any burden behind Elrond's kingdom and feel save. I wish to belive in that ... i really wish ... It is not the same place for me as it was before ... before i left and ... yes, i was captured and inprisoned in Dol Guldur. Nothing is the same ... anymore.
Is a warm evening, and i decide to stay and play one from my favourite songs in Hall of Fire, as not many were arround. I dont want any company as im still not ready for this, and i need to be alone still for a while. But another part of me have a hope that i will find today my beloved Amorith, she shall be back from her journey. She mentioned that she must visit her parents. I still remember how we spent our time in town of Bree. I never thought i will travel there as i always was trying avoid that town. But after my return to ... return to what? ... to the light i guess, i havent spoke to none and terrible memories and visions are still inside of me. Dol Guldur if cant kill your body then for sure will kill even a small piece of your soul ... you will never be the same.
She was there also. She welcomed me with love in her eyes which i could never seen before. Perhaps i was blind. Perhaps i was too deep in thoughts about Morgraen, and ... yes, she was with lord Aegledor, at last i thought Amorith was. But everything changed.
My fingers touched strings and i closed my eyes, to see again a picture from the past, while i was playing on my harp one from ancient songs; "Beren & Luthien". And she came, i knew somehow she is behind me and smiles at me. My dear Amorith welcomed me once more, this time in Imladris ...
