Forever I have yearned for you
Forever have I longed for your love
Forever have I cried for you
Forever I have craved your touch
The seldom few times we shared had not been enough
Forever have I asked for you
Forever have you turned me down
Forever have I wanted you
Forever have you poisoned me with doubt
You are the traitor I must live without
Heal me, hurt me
Break me, curse me
Shatter my heart to a million pieces in the mud
Worse than kinslayer
Grind the pieces into powdered dust
The ultimate traitor
Why do I still love you?
Forever will you be alone
Forever will you face judgement
Forever you are pariah, exile
Forever Mandos locks you in his halls of death
Forever you are lost and alone
Forever you are unable to settle down
Forever you wait for the end of the world to atone
Forever your spirit weeps with no sympathy from Mandos
Heal me, hurt me
Break me, curse me
Shatter my heart to a million pieces in the mud
Worse than kinslayer
Grind the pieces into powdered dust
The ultimate traitor
Why do I still love you?
Forever I still cry amongst the living
Forever I still anguish for our unhappy ending
Forever you will only be known for your treachery
Forever you will never know our family
Betray your people
Betray your home
Betray your lover
Betray yourself
Betray our dreams
Betray our people
Betray our homes
Betray our love
Betray your chances of help
Only when the world is broken and remade
Could we then finally end our great wait?
Or after all this time would I have moved on?
I deserve better than you, but you still haunt my thoughts
