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Lucifen
Lucifen Morent
| Name | Lucifen |
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| Status | Active |
| Occupation | Sellsword |
| Age | Young-Middle aged. |
| Race | Man |
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| Residence | Bree |
| Kinship |
| Outward Appearance |
Lucifen is a fairly tall, handsome, and average built man. His short messy black hair trails to mostly his front, leading upwards. A small and faint scar is vertically cut on the left side of his forehead, thanks to a trip to Angmar. He has a few other scars, one hidden on his chest where he was stabbed with his own sword, to this day it isn't completely healed. He also received a few bite marks on his left forearm from a strange trip to the Misty Mountains, which led to the cutting of his tongue for his harsh words to the Elves his company encountered. During his second trip to the Misty Mountains, he received a small but clear burn mark on his back when his company fought and killed a drake.
A psychological evaluation could reveal that Lucifen is very inconsistent. He subconsciously seeks attention and at the same time hates to search for it. He's very rash and rude but to certain people shows affection and kindness.
There are many flaws that live without expiration within Lucifen. His biggest would be his Pride, something he cannot swallow.
Ever since he has lost his tongue, he has become more sympathetic and understanding, unable to express himself much at all. As he grows older, the lack of accomplishment and sense of failure in his life made him develop depression. Combined with his growing dementia, he finds himself getting more scars and wounds. A sense of dread and bitterness follow his footsteps.
(I also draw Lucifen slightly different in each of my drawings, mainly because I believe that everyone has their own way of viewing characters.) |
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Background
Born under the name Lucific Morent, he grew up in a wealthy home with many siblings, all belonging to the same unloving father that grew to despise Lucific. During his youth as a child, several events occured which led to Lucific burning the family home down, with his entire family inside.
Waking up alone, Lucific felt so much trauma that he developed a split personality named Xeplemen, trying to name it off of Ceplen, his youngest brother, but not knowing how to spell at the time. Unable to cope with his actions, he rejected his sins as Lucific and tried a new life that he hoped would redeem his actions. Due to his young age and childish behavior, he would blame any ill-deed on Lucific and tried to live a dual life.
As the years grew by, his condition grew worse to the part where he seriously believed he was living two lives, and along that, two sets of memories. Unable to tell which one is the real him, his condition grew worse and into early stages of dementia. Having periodic episodes of his sinful side taking action, which led to many dark moments of his life.
For most of his life, he led two very separate courses that did not interfere with one another. As his dementia led its roots deeper in his mind, the split personalities became aware of one another. The conflicting minds set Xeplemen out to seek aid for his condition, unable to bear the sins of himself.
A short trip to Rivendell led to a confrontation with an Elf who accepted Xeplemen's request for aid. An odd conversation between the two somehow triggered Xeplemen's dementia, allowing for his memories and personalities to become one.
Being decades since he has last heard the name Lucific, Xeplemen remembers his birth name as Lucifen, somewhat combining Lucific and Ceplen's name into one. Trying to cope with his newly merged personalities, the confused Lucifen returned to Bree
His attempted redemption as Xeplemen combined with his evil nature as Lucific created the whole yet conflicted Lucifen, who bears his sins greatly on his heart as he tries to recover from his dementia.
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A chronological order of all LA's I've written about will be placed below this sentence, mainly because I like to keep things organized.
Childhood
- (Sin's of a: Father/Mother/Brother)
Family
- (Alekith Morent, Warden of the Innocent)
- (Rathel Morent, Survivor of Rejectance)
To Gondor
- (Absence of: Silence/ Identity/ Salvation/ Dreams/ Cruelty)
- (A Heart of: Broken Glass/ Empty Mirrors/ Cold Embers)
- (Recovery/ Recruitment/ Rebirth/ Retold/ Resume)
Becoming Mute
- (The Misty Mountains/ Silenced/ A Tree in the road)
| Friends | |
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| Relatives | |
| Rivals/Enemies | Many for he is not a loveable person |
| Loves | Enjoys doing things without restriction, fishing, drinking, and a good brawl from time to time |
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| Hates | Showing compassion or any other emotion that could hurt his pride. |
| Motivation | At first, Lucifen had no real motivations other than just to enjoy his life to its fullist. But as time grew older, several key events in his life changed the way he viewed it. His morals grew from little to confused. |
| Quotes | When he still had a tongue: "It's in the past now." was an overused saying by hiim |
Lucifen's Adventures
| Resume | 10 years 1 week ago |
| Retold | 10 years 1 month ago |
| Rebirth | 11 years 1 month ago |
| Recruitment | 11 years 3 months ago |
| Recovery | 11 years 4 months ago |
