In all my years, I have seen writings of many, tales and journals of their own lives. So why should I write such scribbling? The answer is simple, for an end is coming and the story must be known for the ending to even exist in the first place. I fight in battles where it is not my place to win, I stand in command of a house that is not my own, I listen to the pains of others where I should not be passing judgement. I of all Breeman cast my shadow, in a place where there is only darkness.
I am known to be many things, but ultimately I am the required evil when good no longer finds its way. I kill, murder and destroy lives to serve my country men, my Bree-land. I have made great profit from it along my path and now invest it all back into my final Grand plan. A plan I know to be far too great for me, and if I fail now, the people will not see the better image I hold, they will only see a curse and rid themselves of it, failure will mean death.
Death, I have shaken your hand to often now for you to not know my name, but I keep you busy, I provide you with ample source to serve as distraction while I work my plot. Eventually though, everyone comes to realize when they are being fooled, I’ll hold you off a little longer in hope I may no longer be required. Can I hope to slip away unnoticed to chase the humanity I seek, the one Ilaru hopes I have. The girl I found refuge with would sends notes now of her disappointment in me for being what I am.
What am I currently? I fight a war against an enemy that has failed to know we stand before them. We torture a blind woman because she had influence over them, I am one of those that seek to over power a town. I no hero that stories often speak of, but nor am i the evil i am accused of being.
I write my final months knowing that there is a soul able to take over my workings and lead on to a better place and for them to fully understand what I do and why I do it, they must learn the workings of my mind. So I write a journal as a novel, for now. Where I am going after all, can only be defined by where I have been.
