I must write a journal, darkness takes my mind as of now.
I was a fool to fall in love with a woman of Bree, it caused pain beyond measure, why can i still live? Death should of taken me in Mirkwood. Caithrin has left and so to has my happiness, i do not want to continue living, she was the one i loved, i trusted and now shes gone. Business is the same, boring. I do not sleep anymore since Cait left, i carry a log for 6 hours in the morning then i go and work in my room and then i tinker. Then i train with weapons, for if im to leave Bree and never return, i have to be strong.
