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unchanged..



Yesterday I wrote a new song... A melodic ballade. That someone perhaps would find sad or sweet, or perhaps a bit dark... I really don't know because people reacts so differently on all my songs... This song I simply called 'unchanged'. Lately I have seen a man that may appeares very scary to many..But when I have met his eyes they show so much warmth, kindness, but also a lot of sorrow, they really touches me a great deal... I see a person, so missunderstooded and a person many wants to avoid for some reason. He seems very alone and I have often wondered what troubles him..... And I can't help feel sorry for him.. I wish I have courage to talk to him.. But i really don't dare..Is not that I am scared of him, or scared of what others will think of me.. But I am afraid I will walk over certain personal limits of his that he wouldn't like at all.. I guess it is a reason he wants to be by himself.. And the last thing I want is that he missunderstands my intentions and avoid me for the rest of my life. I rather choose his warm and special prescence that never seen him again.. So out of respect and perhaps a bit shyness I will let everything remains the same..unchanged.. Sometimes that is really the best thing... ((post the song soon))