I stay in the room most of the day now, since I tend to feel ill at random. Sometimes I go into Bree in the evenings just to be around people. The job is in a week; I think I've trained to a level of proficiency. I only hope I don't get sick that day.
I'm doing my best not to cave and start drinking but... it's so hard... the days are long and boring, and I just sit around and think, and it's horrible for my spirit.
I keep replaying my conversations with Gorlen in my head... looking for signs...either way, coming back or gone forever, I just wish I knew. I want to know so I know what to do with myself... not this... damned limbo.
I found a pretty arrow out in the woods, maybe it's a good luck sign?
