Entry 4: "The Cold"

I left. Well, not forever. Only a few weeks hopefully. Maybe more, but I'll go home soon enough. The day before I left was quite stressful. It started with my one friend I call Gigglio-Pants, telling me more news of a psychopathic killer now wanting him.  I asked him to promise me he would kill the murderer and be there when I came home. Though it was clear in his eyes he believed that we would never meet again. him better not die to this insane man like my other friend. 
And then there was another friend that when I came to Dawn Hall, he was there. I've told you about him before, I called him O.  But he thought I was dead. He thought he had strangled me and seemed to not remember what had happened. I think I finally figured it out. He has two sides that he switches between. One is a wonderful man that I can't help but want to help.  The other is insane and cold. I promised him that when I got home, I would help him.  Though the real weird thing that happened was he thought I was his dead lover, Rosiebell. I had to strike him to get away. Though when he went back to normal, I helped him once he went back to normal. 
And then there is my love. Right before I left, he came to my home and he told me he was to ride to go off to fight. I tried to beg him to not to go, but he wouldn't listen. I hope I do not lose him like I lost Cayden. Oh well, the most I can do is go on with my life and wait for either he himself to come or for the letter of his death. 
Well. Now here I am in the frozen wasteland of Forochel. Oddly enough, this place is so beautiful. Honey is with me. She is having fun running to the ice and sliding on her paws. Though most of the time she ends up tumbling into a snow pile. And the sky here is amazing, especially the green lights at night. I wonder why it does that...  Oh, I should get going. Dawn is breaking and I am almost to the most northern town.