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The Third Journal - "Caravaggio"



Odd how quickly you can grow attatched to someone. Become bound to them. I don't consider how fortunate I am enough. Caravaggio is the first man to genuinely show love and care for me in my whole life. Our relationship progressed quickly - I can remember the first day we met as clearly as if it were yesterday. He, quickly started courting me. At first, I assumed it was like someone in an inn, a simple attempt at getting a woman in bed but.. I stand wrong.

I've never believed in love at first sight, and I still don't. But I won't deny developing feeling very quickly, those which are hard to distinguish from others but quickly were brought to light. Love. A strong word, a word that is the only one to apply here, as any other would fall short and couldn't carry us so far so fast.

I do find it very odd.. He's important, he holds assets, he is a captain from Gondor, keeps his hair long as mine. He is the ultimate gentleman - and a year ago I'd have looked the other way without giving it a shot. I guess I'm a different person. I'm far more submissive towards him than anyone else, and I find myself following him like a lost puppy on the streets, yet I have no problem doing so. It is a feeling of security, knowing he has my back no matter what, that I'll always have someone to turn to when I am hurt or upset. I've no regrets, and to be his wife.. That'll be the highest point in my life.