It now is a long time since i last wrote. I have kept miself busy with the Western Watchers. A group of people that I recently joined up with. They seem like a good bunch and recently things have been a bit chaotic. Holbran, a leader in Western Watchers, set up a meeting in his home. He announced that things have gone worse and we might have to join the war to protect our family, our friends, our people. He didnt say when, but he said the time would come. I miself would be happy to fight the evil for freedom and peace in our homelands, cause right now I dont feel safe at all. Id rather die on the battlefield for the good people but unfortunately did not all watchers agree. Andold, my cousin, went mad, he went about everyone went to their graves and that he doesnt want to die. The others seemed willing to fight, but not Andold. We tried to convince him but he just kept on talking nonsense. He seemed so afraid, ive never seen him like that before. But ofcourse, I believe everyone is afraid of whats going to happen.
Last night i recieved a letter by Holbran, he gave me orders to watch over Evendim and give him reports. I answered that I would gladly do it, but to be honest it feels like I could do more to help than that but he is my leader and I will do as he commands. He wanted to meet me in a few days, i wonder what it is about but it seemed important. But theres something more, he wrote that we might never meet again. I dont know what to think, that just makes me feel really uncomfortable and scared. What the heck did the mean? Did he send me on a death mission to Evendim? Was he going on a death mission?
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