Dear notebook..
Today I have realized one thing!! I really want to be a singer. I do not need to be a frontfigure even, but I would love to stay at the back and just sing harmonies alongside the main vocal. There are so many singers in Shire. They are amazing, I admire them all, my voice would be a great addition to their voices I think.
I did sing for my grandma. She said I probably should think of something else, maybe painting. I do not exactly if she were serious about it, she does not exactly have an excellent voice herself. When she sings she interrupts the dough swelling process on her pies. So it all turn flat and¨unsuccessful. Mine doesn't do that, it makes my cat run away though. But that doesn't need to mean something I think, a cat is a cat..'
I did notice something last Friday when I sang along, and held the tone much longer than the others. The tone came in harmony when they started a new tone. I thought it sounded really good. I got many looks from the hobbits, some were staring even. Perhaps they were thinking "what a talent?" I was also singing a pitch above the others and I think that was the trick to get some attention, and when I put up some vibrato on my voice, some were blinking their eyes, I interpreted it as they were totally stunned....and they probably were thinking: "What a revelation?!" A food for their minds music-wise. I wouldn't know hundred percent sure, that that was they were thinking. But their puzzled look, could be mixed up with an undying admiration. I choose to look it like that! Why have I hidden my talent for the world? Is such a shame and a loss...
I know there are some hobbits looking for talents in the Inns. I have to keep an eye up for them and I will make sure to sing, when I think they are near-bye. Perhaps I can attract them to my musical universe of talents, new-thinking and inspiration. I will practise this more, and perhaps sing more.. Is all about daring I think..
I really can't stop sing today. I just wish the hobbits I meet didn't go circles around me, one should think they were trying to avoid my blessings of pure talent. Well is their loss of course!! My grandma has put me down for so long, now is time for Ksys to shine!! la-la-lilyYYYYYY-laaaa
