This is the day, I have decided to leave my home and go to the Archives in Imladris.. It will be a long road, not peaceful I reckon, but I will go with my very good friend Matheric, He is going to help me with this task.. He has looked into the archives himself and seen the information I want to see..Is not that I don't trust him, but I want to see the information with my own eyes.. Afterall I have used years and years to look for my father.. And this time I want to read this journals that has been made for this periode my father was a part of this warband.
I wrote a letter to my dear friend Linrond. Linrond that I have this very special connection with... I met him for several years ago in Bree after his time as Sergeant in Gondor.. We developed a very strong friendship, and I can't deny there has been many feelings involved.. But I can never be his lady, or get to close to him.. I would not dare.. I rather want to be alone, is easier that way, and is easier to protect myself for the pain and loss love sometimes can cause...I know all about this, and how awful those feelings can be. It can eat you up alive if you let them
I know he is in Eregion nowadays, and it pains me, because I am so afraid he will face the same destiny as my father once did..I just have to know if he is alright...Maybe I will meet him in Imladris when I get there...
I also told my daughter I will leave Bree, she was not that thrilled to hear this.. But young, emphatic Welin knows how important this is for me so she wished me a safe journey..I will miss her dearly. And I will write letters to her aswell....
Maybe I will find inspirations in Imladris and my journey through Trollshaws for my music ...
